A personal narrative and photography by Stephanie Guttenplan.
I personally have a very close connection with mental health/illness, my work coming from that place within me. Growing up with dyslexia and not knowing it, to then being put into special classes to create a space for extra support in learning how to read, write and express myself – I always felt as if expression would be a difficult task. As a result, visual arts became a powerful way for me to explore what was going on within me, as well as gave me something that allowed me to dig without getting my words backwards. As I got a greater grip on my disorder, I found my writing to take a poetic form, which some still to this day say is too abstract – yet I don’t have an issue with this.
As I aged, so did my mental health. I found my “outsider” self getting into lots of trouble to try to cope this battling constantly with depression, as well as never feeling enough.
From this, I collapsed into a couple of bottoms in my emotional and spiritual self. An addict/alcoholic as well as in recovery for an eating disorder, mental diseases have gotten the better part of me for a while. Therapists, rehabs, recovery houses, psychologists to then taking myself through a transformative experience of life skills workshops, I have been taking great strides in who I am as a person. Two and a half years sober as well as in recovery for my eating disorder for one and a half years, I am grateful.
Along my journey I found my mental health challenges intertwined with others: an uncle who is younger than me with low functioning autism, in a school who had a special education department where I became an art mentor from, college opportunities to teach disabled adults in stop motion classes, a close connection to a younger autistic boy who I began doing art therapy with, being an assistant to a water therapist for physically and mentally handicapped kids to adults, to now being a life coach on the side of my art career to provide guidance for a collection of people who choose to create a new version of themselves through a transformational experience.
What it means ToBeReal to Stephanie:
Stephanie's Bio: Stephanie Rachel Guttenplan was born a Virgo in Atlanta, Georgia in 1987. Growing up in a Smörgåsbord of heritages and an undiscoverable family tree, she has always hoped that her ancestors pranced among the pyramids. As she grew older, her tight knit family of scattered artists, athletes, music lovers and travelers filled her life with passports, pools, cultures, pigments and hints of classic photography. Dyslexic and quiet, Stephanie found herself getting lost in her unfinished basement filled with materials to create from and sketchbooks to fill. Becoming a closeted poet, she found herself partnering her art with letters to lust, love and pain. She grew into her artistry, spilling ink filled letters to combine with her love for merging distorted pixels with the land of mixed media. By age 14 her mind was made up: Artist and adventurer she shall be.
A southern belle runaway, Stephanie skipped to Towson, Maryland to earn her BFA in Digital Art and Design, as well as swim for their Swim and Dive team. When she retired her swim career, she jumped over the pond to Florence, Italy to study photography and art history. After graduating, she adventured through the land of e-commerce and design, yet always found herself magnetized to her camera. The urge rose to create from a personal place and to solidify her voice of artistry, resulting in her attending the School of Visual Arts to attain her Masters in Professional Studies in Digital Photography. Since then, she has become a freelance artist who creates photographically: combining photography, design, web, and typography together for her clients to create a clear transition from reality to pixels on the World Wide Web. Stephanie is currently living in Brooklyn, being a photographer, artist, adventurer, storyteller, poet and sketchbook filler. An apple addict with an adventure problem, you can find filling her veins with coffee partnered with some poetry in the park, or perched on her roof top.
Learn more about Stephanie below!
www.srgphotographic.com (fine art + fashion)
www.stephanierachelphotography.com (freelance + event photography)